僕には困った癖があります。
それは、「やれる事」に集中してしまう癖です。
大きな夢や理想があるので、「やりたい事」はあるのに、
時々、見失ったり、逃げ出したりして、
やらなくても良い「やれる事」に逃げ込んでしまうのです。
I have a troubling habit.
It is the habit of concentrating only on what I can do.
I have big dreams and ideals, so there is what I want to do,
but sometimes I lose sight of it, or run away from it,
and find myself escaping into what I can do, even though it's unnecessary.
自己弁護をすれば、集中する事が生き甲斐なのでしょう。
でも、「やりたい事」が大き過ぎたり、プレッシャーになり、
結局、「やれる事」に逃げて、集中力を発揮しているのでしょう。
To defend myself, perhaps concentrating is my reason for living.
However, maybe what I want to do is too big or becomes a source of pressure,
and so, in the end, I flee to what I can do and exert my focus there.
しかし、逃げている？ という自責の念もあります
だから、大切な「やりたい事」に取り組む努力もします
けれど、何も手につかず、時が無常に過ぎる事も・・
Yet, I also feel self-reproach, wondering if I am simply running away.
That is why I also make an effort to tackle the important what I want to do.
But sometimes, I can't put my hand to anything, and time passes by ruthlessly...
そんな時は、「やれる事」や「やりたい事」以外の事に目を向けます
そんな時こそ、思いかけず、新しい発見やアイデアが得られます
だから、今日は山歩きに出掛けました
玄関から歩いて5分で山に入れる立地は良いですね
今日も、行き詰まりを解消する事ができました
In such times, I turn my attention to things other than what I can do or what I want to do.
It is precisely at those times that I unexpectedly gain new discoveries and ideas.
That is why I went for a mountain walk today.
The location, which allows me to enter the mountains just five minutes on foot from the entrance, is excellent.
Today, too, I was able to resolve my deadlock.
